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I held her for so long. I could just feel her love. I wanted to hug her forever. She felt so good to hold. My poor little baby.
I miss her so. I can't stop crying. I can't sleep and when I do I have nightmares of people chasing us and trying to kill my dogs.
What happened?? Did the kids do something to her? Or was it natural? I don't know but I pray to the Lord it was natural. Who could do that to a little dog. A precious little baby.
I miss her desperately. I want her back. I see her everywhere. I expect to step on her, I wait with the bathroom door open to let her in, I expect to see her little face at the screen door. Her fur was so soft, so white and fuzzy. Like cotton.
I want her back.
Lucy, I love you. I miss you SOOO much. You will ALWAYS be a huge part of me. I am so sorry for what has happened to you. I am so sorry I can't hold you. I am so sorry you have to be alone. YOu will always be in my heart. My heart is broken now, but I will always love you.
I hope there is a Heaven for animals. They are truly the innocent of the innocent.
Your mommy loves you sooo much,
Heather
Ilovelucy is a member of Beyond Indigo.
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